Once upon a time, I would count
down the days until my monthly audible credits for audio books and when I would
mark the calendar for releases of the latest book release in about a dozen
series I was reading. Not so any more. I have credits piling up, waiting for me
to use them. I have gift cards languishing waiting to be converted into
literary adventures. I learn about the new releases months later through the
‘recommended for you’ page. What happened to me?
The truth is I am afraid of
books. They grab a hold of me and suck me into a vortex of terror, anguish and
fascination. I can’t put them down. I stay up too late. When I had a job, I
would occasionally skip a day of work. And even when I wasn’t reading, I was
still preoccupied with the story so that I was just coasting through life while
my brain was elsewhere. Even worse than the addiction, were the mood changes.
When I read a story where the POV character is in constant danger, my mood
takes a down swing and I can actually head into a mini depression over it. I
had to stop reading several epic fantasy series because of this. Now, when I
get a new book, it might sit in the queue for a while before I get up the nerve
to read it. So where did this sudden aversion to reading come from? I think it
has to do with the tone of books that are available today. Even series that
begin in a light hearted way such as Harry Potter seem to eventually go over to
the dark side.
So where are the happy,
inspiring books? Why do books always have to be about the darkest parts of
human nature? Remember to the classics where the worst event may be a death by
heart attack or an unsanctioned marriage (Anne of Green Gables, and Jane Austen
books) yet millions of people still read these books. My favorite romance of
all time is between Anne and Gilbert, but they never even kiss. And I am not a
prude either. I enjoyed all of Sookie Stackhouse’s romps as much as the next
girl but that kind of thing doesn’t feed the soul. I think current books lack a
wholesome, feel good sort of nourishment. We’ve gone too far in the other
extreme with sex and violence.
I heard recently that books/movies
are a way to teach a person how to react in a situation. So watching a horror
flick teaches you how to handle fear. Not necessarily the actions of the
characters, but your own physical experience of adrenaline and decision
paralysis. I think heard this on Writing Excuses. (Love that podcast!) Anyway,
so if we can teach people how to experience fear, worry, horror, sadness, why
can’t we teach them all the other things to? I am not talking about pleasure
and happiness, but things like making the right decision (even though it was
hard), and being rewarded for it. Too often in current entertainment, we take
the ‘no good deed goes unpunished’ approach and all good people are trodden on.
(Look what happened to Eddard Stark, all for helping out his friend). It seems
like the lesson is if you’re a good person, you will be punished. White hat characters
are out of fashion. Everyone is ecstatic about grey characters and I understand
the need to get away from strictly black and white characters, but like
everything else, there are varying degrees of greyness. Not every bad character
has to start out good and go bad. Not every good man has to be tempted into
evil or be ruined because he resisted. Sometimes characters are white and
always do the right thing and sometimes people are just plain bad. Not every
character has to be some shade of grey. I think this urge to mix everything up
has taken away the contrasts and left us with the muddy color which is about as
satisfying as blending your ice cream sundae with a liverwurst sandwich. So
let’s step back a little and let a few characters be white or black and get
what they deserve. You know who does this well? Joss Whedon.
Think about Firefly. Simon makes
the tough but right choice to sacrifice his comfortable life to save his
sister. There is nothing twisted about their relationship, but an honest to
goodness sibling love and loyalty. He is a good character (but not perfect) and
in the end he and his sister are free. Kaylee is upbeat and loveable. Sometimes
bad things happen to her, but it never destroys her and in the end she gets
what she wants. Captain Tightpants tries so hard to be a dark man, but always
does the right thing. Wash…sad. But he died in his moment of triumph. There was
no endless torturing of the audience making us feel hopeless, horrible and
helpless. No, his death was clean and the remaining characters felt the grief
for us so we could shed a few tears and move on with life. I could go on about
Firefly/Serenity forever, but my point is that there is enough of the wholesome
meat of life in the story to develop a near cult following despite its short run.
Imagine how differently you would feel if Wash had died during torture and Zoey
had turned bitter. What if Mal and Inara got their lust on right away and never
felt anything deeper? What if they never managed to reform Jayne, but left him
the bastard he was and eventually had to shoot him? Hard to imagine, but it
happens in so many stories where the instant arousal of emotional response of
with sex, death or damnation has replaced the more real feelings of love, loss
and eventual triumph. This, I think is the root of my dread of modern books.
They torture and wrangle me without the payoff of the deeper feelings.
Anyway my challenge to all you F
and SF writers out there. How about some meaningful, inspiring stories that
don’t involve the end of the world or the maiming of any of your characters? I
include myself in this challenge because my stories are as dark as the rest. Oh,
and please stop destroying the world/life as we know it. Apocalypse is dead. (Haha!)
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